Our Life Together

So Jance and I are moved in :) we moved all of my stuff in over the weekend and got his stuff today. I am so grateful for his parents for letting us move in.

We are also having a reception March 21st so if you want an invite make sure Jance and I have your address.

I am so glad to be done moving for a while in the last few weeks I moved twice.....so done with packing and unpacking. Glad I dont have to do it again for awhile.

Jance made a beautiful table ( way before we meet) but its in our room and its amazing. I am glad he has a talent that he isn't afraid to use and can make beautiful things (Pics to come)

I know I have said it before but I am so thankful and grateful for Jance and I am thankful that his parents love us and are allowing us to live here. I love being surrounded by his family.

Family is an amazing thing and I have had family in my life and I love them and I ma grateful for them but this is amazing, I feel so loved here and like I am wanted here and If you know me you know how much that means to me. I am so grateful that Heavenly Father put me on a path to where I get t be a part of this wonderful family. I dont have a pretty past ( who does) but I wouldnt change anything because if anything changed then I wouldnt be a part of this amazing family and I wouldnt have meet the most supportive and caring man that I have ever come to know. I love my husband so very much and I will be forever grateful that I got so blessed to be his wife.

I am in love.

I am loving life and I have never felt closer to the spirit and I am so grateful to have supportive people around me. Thank you to everyone who has told me to follow those small promptings that have lead my life to where it is.

Thank you so much.

-KM

A note from a friend

I got this message from a friend on the day Jance and I got married.

I love that picture because it's the first time I have seen a man touch you and your not flinching. You and I have known each other longer than you and Jance and you flinch when I hugged you. I'm not mad....I'm just saying that's how I know it's special.

I am so glad she sent it, after what I went through I never thought I would be able to be loved or even let love in. Jance broke down my walla faster than I could have ever imagined. I am so in love with him and I never thought that I would find a man who is so accepting of what happened just wants to love me.

I am so grateful for Jance, I thank Heavenly Father multiple times a day for him. I also got super lucky and his family accepted me and my past and are here for me.

I love them. I am so blessed. I just wanted to share this so others might understand how special it really is.

A crazy couple of days

I feel like i am in a dream.....

I cant believe that I am married to the man of my dreams. He is the most amazing man I have meet and he accepts my past as it is. He helps me so much with my anxiety and lets me know I am perfect for him. He is the greatest blessing in my life I am so very blessed and couldn't ask for a better man to be my husband.

I am loving being his wife.

Its crazy how different it feels. ( we all know i was married before) Its just crazy how different a loving and caring relationship feels as apposed to an abusive and destructive one. I have prayed and prayed that Heavenly Father would allow me to know the difference and he has. I couldn't be more grateful for him allowing Jance to find me.

I have never felt so accepted and so wanted before. His entire family accepts me for who I am and what has happened they are all very understanding and its amazing.

I know we hurt a few people with how we got married, but I assure you we did pray about it and felt like it was and is the right thing to do.

I am happier then I have been in a very long time. I cant wait to see what the future holds for us. I am loving this new and wonderful journey and I am just looking forward to what Heavenly Father has in store for us.

-KM

We Got MARRIED!!!!! (our love story)

Wow... I didn't think I would be writing this kinda blog anytime soon :)

So Jance and I met a few months back at an FHE in the YSA ward in Pullman. We didn't actually start talking until this past Sunday the 11th we spent the whole day talking. He came over to my house on Sunday evening and we were watching the Princess Bride and he just blurted out will you be my girlfriend and I said yes.

Monday he came over and we were talking about life and childhood and I was already in love with him. We talked about getting married and how crazy we were for already wanting to plan it. (We were looking at end of march)

I prayed about it and told myself how crazy it was, but I couldn't stop from falling. He came over Monday and told me the same thing.

We saw each other again on Thursday and I meet his wonderful amazing parents on Friday.

So on Friday he picked me up and we went and He meet Heather and David. Then we went to his parents house and I was super nervous but they were/are so loving and welcoming its amazing. After we left his parents house we went and talked and Jance said Will you marry me and I said Yes and then we looked at each other and said why wait.

So early Saturday am we headed to Coeur d'alene, ID and on the way we started to feel bad that we were eloping and not telling any one. So Jance called his parents and his brother and then they called everyone else and we actually had a little wedding ceremony thanks to his mom and sisters and family.

His sister in law set up the ceremony at the Roosevelt Inn in Coeur d'alene, and got us a night stay. His sister got us rings. They got us flowers. They all showed up to support us weather they agreed with our choice or not. I felt so much love. His Dad walked me down the aisle and that means more to me then I can put in to words. His Grandma gave me something old new borrowed and blue. It truly means a lot to me that they are so loving and accepting.

So we got married in an elopement kinda thing. I am so in love with Jance and I am blessed and grateful that he loves me and accepts me for who I am. I am grateful for the wonderful family that I married into and how amazingly loving and supportive they are.

I will post pictures as soon as I get them. We are very sorry for the shock of this all but we are in love and always will be. We are very sorry to those who couldn't make it. We appreciate all the kind words and love.