A New Leaf

I am realizing how long negative words can stay with you and how good it feels to get rid of them and the feelings the make you feel. Replacing them with positive things is so much better for you and trust me you just feel better. I am in such a loving state of loving my self and being better for not only me but for Jance and those around me.

Yes I still have GAD (general anxiety disorder) and PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) but they no longer have a hold on me I have a hold of them. Some-days will be better then others but I am glad that I finally have a hold of it.

 If you ever have questions about my disorders please just ask. I am pretty open about it and I believe in sharing my story to hopefully help others.

Jance has been such an amazing support and so loving and understanding. I am glad and so unbelievably blessed that I get to call him my husband.

I am so happy that Heavenly Father has put me in this family surrounded by people who love me and are there to help me.

Having GAD and PTSD is not easy by any means and it is not the same for everyone. I will may never know why I have them but I now know that They are making me stronger.

I need to thank Jance for all he does for me. He seriously is the best blessing I have received. He found me when I was a little broken and saw through that, he saw my heart and I am so glad that he was not afraid to follow the promptings that he received. I am so very glad that he is a worth priesthood holder and that I can turn to him when I need to (which is often).


I am so in love with him and I am glad that Heavenly Father allowed us to meet and that Jance became my husband.

I am so glad and grateful and excited to be turning over this new leaf.

I may have GAD and PTSD but I am strong.