Emotions and thoughts....

So many of you know that I do not express emotions very well. Well being in therapy and having Jance I have opened up a lot more. It is amazing how awesome it is to be able to be open all the time.

I wasn't ever able to be 100% honest and open before. I wasnt able to be 100% myself either. I feel so good about myself now. Jance never puts me down, and when I put myself down he is there to pick me up and uplift me.

Emotions are a thing I kept hidden for a very long time. I hide who I was and what was going on in my life. I was only 100% honest and true to those that knew better. I wore a mask of fake smiles and fake happiness.

I haven't been this genuinely happy in a very long time. I am able to talk openly about how I feel and what is going on in my mind. My thoughts and opinions matter to Jance and I have never had that before. I have never been a number one priority until Jance came into my life.

I am beyond bless to be Jance's wife. He is the most amazing and supportive man that I know. He loved me for me and accepts all of my scars (that are now finally fading).

I am so blessed and so grateful that I not only have Jance in my life but the family I gained when I married him is one of the best gifts ever.

I am happier now then I truly ever have been. It's amazing what happens when you follow the promptings of the still small voice and follow the path Heavenly Father lays out for you.

-KM