A calling.....

I am going to get a little personal with this one... bear with me.


So Jance and I received a calling. We got the calling last Sunday before we left for our honeymoon and I was nervous and worried that I wouldn't be able to accept it.  Before I meet Jance I wasn't following and living the Gospel as I should have been.

I felt like I wasn't worthy of a calling. I felt forgiven of the sins I had committed but I still didn't feel worthy.  We went and talked with the Bishop and it was amazing he said I was forgiven (I don't know why I need him to tell me ...it just solidified it I guess).

I am so blessed to be in this Ward and with a Family that reassured me that every thing would be okay.

I have been on a very long journey to become worthy and the Temple is my goal and I know some wont understand this but I will be able to go to the Temple in May for the first time ever to do Baptisms for the dead. I never had the opportunity to go as a youth because of choices I was making so I am beyond excited and can not wait for it to be May!!!

I know with out a doubt in my heart or mind that this is the true church of God. I know that Heavenly Father loves me and that he has opened doors and opportunities for me. I know that Jesus died for me and my sins and the sins of the world. I am blessed and grateful for the priesthood. I know that Heavenly Father blessed me with Jance and I will forever be grateful for him. I know that I am a beloved daughter of God and that trails will come my way but he is always on  my side.

I am so beyond blessed in ways I never thought I would be.