7 Months...

So I should be doing homework but here it is at midnight and I am writing a blog. I am procrastinating doing homework because as most of you know I am the Queen of procrastinating.

So every once in a while I go back and re-read my Journal. I try to write in it everyday but I get about every other day or so.

Anyways I was reading yesterday about the first night Jance came over and the night he asked me to be his girlfriend. I am going to share what I wrote which is a first for me.

This is what I wrote:

1/12/2015

So I meet Jance Mathia a few months back but we started talking yesterday and he asked me to be his girlfriend I said YES!!!!

I have honestly never felt this way with anyone. I love him. We are talking about getting married. :)

I just hope it is not too good to be true.

He truly is amazing and I love him.

It is crazy that it has only been yesterday and today and I never want to be without Jance. He is amazing and excepts me for who I am.

He does not care about my past or any mistakes I have made. He has my heart. I do not know how he was able to get it but he did and I am glad. I love him with all I have and all I am. I hope and pray that he is mine to keep forever.

We said 4 months till we get married....he will properly purpose soon...I just do not know when.

I am truly blessed to have him. He makes me feel things I did not know I could or would feel.

I never thought this would ever happen but I am sure glad it did.

He is the best!!!

That is what I wrote about Jance the day he asked me to marry him. I know I have said/typed it a lot but I am truly blessed to be married to Jance and I am blessed to be a Mathia. I have learned so very much from the entire family, I am truly grateful for each and every one of them.

I am so in love with Jance and that love just keeps growing and growing and growing. I love him so very much :)

Thank you Jance for seeing past all my flaws and seeing the person that I could be. Thank you for making me finally see my worth and for opening my eyes to the love that Heavenly Father has for me. Thank you for being a worthy Priesthood holder. Thank you for taking care of me and thank you for loving me. You truly are amazing and I am one lucky gal. I am so blessed to be your wife. Thank you for loving me for me and for always being there when I need you. Thank you for seeing me as beautiful when I feel like a huge ugly mess. You are the greatest and I love you to the moon and back.

-K