Super Glue and Polish

A year ago I posted this quote:

"One day, someone with super glue and polish will come along and not see you as damaged but as a beautiful mess. They will work with you to pick up the pieces and polish them and glue them back into place. This person will love you for what you have gone through and will be there for you no matter what. One day that person will come along...One day...not today but one day....." -Unknown

It’s crazy how much can happen in just one year.

Last year I was going through a divorce and it was one of the hardest things I have been through. I came out of that marriage broken and damaged. I didn't feel pretty or cute. I felt fat and ugly. I was at my highest weight of 220. I was sick and I didn't know why, and the doctors didn't know either. (We are just now figuring it all out).

At that point in my life I did not know if I would or wanted to get married again.

I got of gluten and lost some weight. (Still want to lose a bit more)

I was lost and losing faith in myself and doubting the truths I know. I started getting my faith back, and started going to the YSA ward in Nov.

I saw Jance at an FHE, I was too chicken to talk to him. I was struggling with a few things still and didn't have the strength to be rejected so I did not talk to him. It would be a few more months until he came back in to my life in the exact way that Heavenly Father had planned it.

A year ago I never thought that there was someone out there that would love me and all my baggage. Boy, was I wrong. Jance had the heavy duty super glue and the best polish anyone could have gotten. He helped and is still helping me glue and polish my broken but beautiful mess.

I know I say it a lot on here but he truly is the best husband. Jance is amazing and I can’t believe how much changes in just one year.

I am excited to see where this next year brings us.

-Kendra

P.S.

THIS IS MY 50TH BLOG POST!!!!