It is 126 in the morning. I'm on my mom's couch watching tv. My mind is racing with thoughts of how amazing this year will be and how this year is off to an amazing start.
I am so excited to see where this year takes us.
We have been so blessed this past year and 2016 will be so very amazing. We are planning to go to Wyoming in the fall so Jance can go to school. We are putting our dream of becoming parents on hold for now. We trust that we will become parents when the time is right. It is in Heavenly Fathers hands.
We will be sealed sometime this year, hopefully sooner than later.
As I grow older and wiser I am realizing how much I've changed. Change used to scare me. I used to hate change and the thought of it would send me into a panic attack. I now see that change isn't always bad. Change can be a good thing. I've changed so much this past year. I've grown in all aspects of my life. I'm in such a better place than I was this time a year ago.
I don't know where life is going to take us but I know that no matter what comes our way as long as we stick together united as a team, Jance and I can conquer the world.
Life is amazing if you let it be. I'm no longer going to hold myself back, I am going to be more positive and let go of things that aren't in my control. I am going to do better at school and life in general. I am no longer going to let my anxiety, ptsd, ocd and depression dictate my life. Bare with me as I make these changes I am not perfect so it may take awhile but I'm going to make these changes and it will be amazing.
I have an amazing family, amazing support and most of all my best friend, my other half, the love of my life who happens to be the most amazing Husband in the world.
We aren't perfect but we are perfect for each other.
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